Tales of a Secret Rockstar

I'm having a better week.
I've started to get a little bit creative again. That's always a healthy sign.
To me, creativity is like this stream that flows in me. Sometimes it trickles and sometimes it gushes. The thing about it is that it's a pretty good gauge of my life situation at any given time. And this summer has been a very low point, not just for creative energy, but for energy in general. I was getting very concerned about this general lack of motivation. But yesterday I decided to write a movie. I don't know if I'll ever really finish it, but at least I'll try.

The problem I have is that i start things like this, but then I never try to finish them. i'm always afraid they'll suck. I think I need to start taking creative risks and actually try to finish things that i start.

In other news, I might be getting a raise.
Pretty cool.
God knows how to look after people.