Tales of a Secret Rockstar

After quite a long summer break, I do believe this blog will once again become active. I've finally had time to slow down and think a little bit. Hopefully that will reflect here. Not necessarily in this post though. But in the future. You know, in futurer posts.

I'm really starting to question the value/purpose of this particular blog. Which is funny because I started it for no other reason than to have a place to record my thoughts and work on my writing. Perhaps my ambitions have become too grand. Somehow I want to accomplish something through this blog. I think it's time to get back to my blogging roots. As certain folks would say, my "blego" may have become too large. If you don't know what a blego is, ask Jeremy Postal (http://jeremypostal.blogspot.com)
I do appreciate that people read this blog, and I hope they will continue. But I'm starting to understand the underlying vanity that is inherent in owning a blog. This is not to say that I'm going to stop. Because I still feel that this space is doing myself, and perhaps even others, some good. But I'm going to try and remember why I started this blog. Not so much to gain attention, but to write. To write whether or not there is an audience. To get my thoughts in to some kind of recognizable form and pattern. I'll never be one of those people who demand a response (I learned from my last post). I hope that takes some pressure off the reader. Although, of course, responses are always welcome.
The internet is a hotbed of pseudo-intellectual ramblings. The one ambition I do have for this blog is that I can somehow rise above that. I doubt it, but we'll see.